Elucidations
“Why?”
This is the question that I have been asked most frequently since we have revealed our plans to join the Peace Corps.
Considering the circumstances it is a legitimate question too:
We are essentially sacrificing over two years’ worth of income and all of the associated benefits.
We have had to sell our home and find new homes for pets.
We will be living in a foreign country where the living conditions and the government are significantly different from our own.
I am not sure that I have had an answer that is good enough for my inquisitors. So I will try to put something down here that helps explain it.
I believe in volunteerism. I grew up in a family where it wasn’t stressed as much, yet I had always wanted to try it. Once an opportunity was presented I found that I loved it. Since then I have had the chance to volunteer for many different projects and I have picked up some skills and friends because of it too. LCHS requires that students volunteer a certain number of hours for graduation. I feel that is one of the strengths of our school because it takes away some of the reticence that comes with trying something new. One of the reasons that I chose to join the Peace Corps is because it sort of represents a pinnacle of volunteerism for me.
Education is important. For others as well as myself. Most Peace Corps volunteers claim that they come away from the experience helped more by the experience than they contributed. While that is not my goal, I will not pass up the opportunity to become a more informed person. More importantly, I’ll have the chance to teach others about the U.S. and about American English. This is a unique opportunity to be a representative of our country in a foreign land. Many people will form opinions of our country based on their interactions with me. My work as a teacher is important because, not only am I teaching classes, I am helping people decide about our country.
Have you ever just wanted more? I guess the thing that I am looking for is a future where I can look back and not have regret for something that I wanted, yet never tried to attain. I also want to become a better person and I think it starts here, by experiencing a new way of life and seeing the world from a different perspective. You just can’t get this knowledge from a two-week vacation looking out over the city from the 15th floor of Radisson. You have to climb down from the tower and get your hands dirty. You must become involved.
So, I’ll answer the question again in a more concise manner:
Why am I leaving?
Because time spent wishing is time wasted.
7 Comments:
It takes a special person to actually think seriously about dropping everything and moving thousands of miles away, suddenly going from mass-majority to microscopic-minority. Although I don't think I'll ever have the mind to do what you're doing, I admire you greatly for it.
It just hit me that you won't be here next year to pick on me and call me "Number 11," or tell me not to fret because I, "can't be good at everything." This year went so fast, I don't know where the time went.
"Seems like just yesterday," I was feeling confused about 3rd period announcements and wondering why we needed them anyway.
"Seems like just yesterday," I was missing Ms. Hicks and expecting her to walk in the door and tell me it was all a joke, and I know the same thing will happen next year with you.
"Seems like just yesterday," I was laughing at unbelievably lame Sociology jokes, but enjoying them all the same.
"Seems like just yesterday," I was taping a history lecture to send to Ashly (though it never got there).
"Seems like just yesterday," I was spending my free period in your class; for the first time in my life, enjoying history.
"Seems like just yesterday," I was internally grumbling at you for pairing me with John Corsberg to swing dance.
"Seems like just yesterday," I was fretting about taking Sociology.
"Seems like just yesterday," I got an A in Sociology. ;)
"Seems like just yesterday," I got to dye your hair neon pink, even though it wasn't part of the deal.
"Seems like just yesterday," I was your favorite student... right? :)
"Seems like just yesterday," I won the Presidential election in Government. It was nice while it lasted.
"Seems like just yesterday," I was arguing with you about Richard Nixon...
Oh wait...
That was yesterday.
I'm really going to miss you, and you may get a few emails... per day. Haha.
Keep me updated on anything interesting/Sociology-related that happens, it'll probably be the closest I get to going to China.
Oh, and be sure to teach your students some good ol' American Nerd humor!
Ashlie
Although I would prefer you stayed and taught me for another two years (haha), I understand how important this journey is and will be to you. I respect you tremendously for all the sacrifices you've made and will continue to make in order to give something back to a country who really needs that. I really will be interested to hear how everything goes and how awesome it will be. So with that said, I expect lots of updated blogs and I salute you.
muahahahah,
christina
Thanks girls. It is nice to feel appreciated. It'll be good to get someone else's perspective though, right? Think about it this way: Do you feel that you have a better view of English because you have taken classes from *both* Ms. Hicks and Mr. Schmidt? They are very different teachers and (hopefully) made you look at the subject in a different way. Now you will have that diversity of ideas with social studies classes too.
Yeah I guess that's true. It's just that we feel spoiled that we got to have such a good teacher... and it'll be hard for anyone else to fill your shoes.
*Cries in corner*
Well Mr. Ross, I have to say that I'm extremely saddened by your departure in about....oh....four days or so. I'm sorry that I never really got back to you about Americorps and all. I really meant to but then my dad was all wishy-washy on it and so I just decided to put it off until later. I am the ultimate procastinator.
Anywho. I'm excited for you to start having new experiences in a new culture on the other side of the world and I'm real jealous. One day I hope I can do something along the same lines, not entirely for myself either. For other people, you know? Like you said. And not just because I pitty the people or something, just to do something nice for someone.
M'kay. I'm rambling now...it's half an hour away from midnight and I just can't help but sound "out of it" because that's how I am at night.
Alright. I'm really stopping now. But before I do, I just want to wish you and your wife well and everything. Try not to eat dog or something.....Yeah.
Come back to us, 'kay??
-Ashly E.
MR. ROSS! I MISS U ALREADY! BUT LIKE OH MY GOSH! I READ ABOUT U AND YOUR WIFE IN THE NEWSPAPER! UR FAMOUS! GOSH U R SOOOO LUCKY! I WISH I WAS FAMOUS!
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